this has never happened before but i'm fuckin' broke. not as in broke broke, but severly overspent. next pay comes in and i'm sure as hell not gonna spend as if i'm earning bill gate's monthly salary.
i guess tristan park, bangkok, speakers (yes, i have to shrug my head just so that the earphones can reach when watching movies on my pc) and a whole lot of other stuff will just have to wait.
Oh well.
I can only stand and admire from a distance.
And i know i can do nothing but to stare.
Syafi, let it go.
My Sister's Keeper was awesome.
morals. ethics. values.
I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home
She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying
But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
My world is dark without my sunlight,
Without a single trace of white.
But with you I feel very much alright,
Will you ever be my bright sunlight?
now that's one kick ass emo stanza from a poem i wrote waaaayyyy back. looking back at all those poems, i really was an emo kid, writing poems on my 'O' level prelims question paper? hahahahahahahhaa.
Me: Recruit! Come here!
Rec: Yes sir.
Me: You're not local, so where did you come from?
Rec: Azerbaijan sir.
Me: Interesting. Ok, go back.
Instructor X: Huh? Where you come from again?
Rec: Azerbaijan.
Instructor X: Ohhh, pasir panjang.
Me: WTF?
I NEARLY DIED LAUGHING.
in a nutshell:
- rule of thumb, never sheesha in an enclosed place, because after just 10 minutes, my head was spinning like a pro-yo yo-yo.
- walking through geylang serai a few days prior to hari raya is like being at the nike human race starting point, you know, how they illustrate it on the posters.
- first day of hari raya, some old chinese lady fell down and died a few blocks away from mine. police and the ever reliant thong aik boys were removing the body as i pulled into the carpark. tragic.
- some distant relative asked me where my fiance was, and i was utterly shocked/surprised/baffled. hey, i don't even have a girlfriend yo.
- found myself watching gossip girl, heroes, how i met your mother, and all those other series just because the critics said it was cool.
- time traveller's wife. two thumbs up.
- and happy birthday september babies. like siti petom bte ahmad jani (not her real name mind you), mark the muscleman, ashwin-born-on-911, kevin who's malaysian but stay's in singapore but goes to a school in the UK but he's cool nevertheless, jayina the girl that's supposed to plan a dinner, devaraj s/o gansean's dream girl (HAHAHA) and all those other fantastic people out there.
- come on dave, you know that's a joke right?
okthxbye
today i helped this hot chick who accidentally spilled the contents of her small purse across the floor at Jurong Point. well how nice was it of me to gather her handphone, coin pouch and some letters before other shoppers trotted on them.
well, only to be given a quick glance and an apparent 'thanks', or so i think from the movement of her lips cos i really couldn't hear anything.
being helpful is.... a chore sometimes. waaaahahahaha.
that shrill laughter.
the sudden flickering lights.
Holy crap it wasn't this scary as compared to the cemetery night walk.
slouched on the sofa, i couldn't help but to get lost in thoughts for that hour or two. i'm mentally drained out. i finished a book in record time, and i was left pondering the rest of the day. it was 3 going on 4 cups of coffee already.
where are you when i need you.
work was a bitch today. NS is ultimately about NSF's vs. regulars.
i blew my top, which could jolly well end up with a charge or two.
but the night was otherwise. totally took my mind off work. totally.
just a couple of close knit friends and a fantastic duo with guitars sealed the deal. plus a four cheese pizza and a red bull punch to top it off.
yes, i just have to be a loser this time round cos i haven't had the opportunity to catch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, due to some hiccups here and there. its like so yesterday, still i'm kept in the dark when others talk about the 'must see' movie this year.
and i soooo wanna catch My Sister's Keeper. hopefully the print-to-screen adaptation is superb.
other than that, its just me and my books. bahh.
